I can't stop listening to this song

Life Love Regret- The Living Dead

Reflecting
On The Past Five Years
Of My Life
And wondering Where and how I am.

How I am and why I don't feel content.
They say tomorrow is promised to no one.
But I don't remember asking for this day.
Wondering how I got to that point where I no longer wanted to breathe
But it really isn't a mystery.

BREATHE IN, BREATHE OUT
I'll just smile and you can see that I'm alive
But really I feel dead inside.

Somewhere in all this mess I'm trying to find myself
Even though a part of me only wants to fight itself.

It only takes
ONE WORD, ONE MOMENT, ONE PERSON
To change the fucking course of your life